She has blocked me for being the same as always, but until recently I completely changed my personality and realizing things, I wrote this text to her, tell me what you think and if you think I can get back with my ex
Hello Mai, I don’t know if you will read the message or block me directly, but hey, I’m going to try, since these months that we were talking I was still the same person who hurt you, I had not matured mentally and psychologically and I behaved like a I think I didn’t know how to start a relationship, there are no words that can fill the void that I have left in your heart due to my bad attitude, and I just hope that one day you will understand that this text that I write is to ask for your forgiveness and what comes from my heart , each of my apologies is born from the pain of knowing that I have lost you, that I will not see you again, we will not be together again, and that has made me open my eyes to realize everything that I caused you, I really did. I’m sorry, I didn’t realize how I was acting with you having the mind of a 10-year-old child, I think that what happened to me I needed it to be able to completely change everything, mature psychologically and be able to change everything bad about me, I know that these months you tried to at least get along, at least as friends or if something happened in the end, because my behaviors have made you walk away and I now regret everything that happened.
I miss you so much Mai, and day after day I feel guilty for how I behaved with you, getting angry senselessly when you were not at all to blame, I know that now I will not care about you, whether you laugh at my message or you are angry with me and you don’t want to know nothing about me, I have decided that one day I will fulfill everything I promised you, but this time for real. Now I have to live with that unbearable pain that eats at me every time I feel that I have not known how to return what you gave me, because even though you were insecure, you managed to give me love and affection and I did not know how to value it, I asked you for many things, when really what I needed was to completely change my personality, I know that I have failed you, I know that I have been careless, so much with you as with myself and that you have not had me there when you have needed me most, but I have learned from mistakes, and I believe that when a person loves the other so much and it was mostly their fault, they do everything possible to agree. back to his side, to show that they can be together and that second chances are just a phrase.