Nicholas
06/28/2023
Many overwhelming events happened to me during my childhood, absence of a father figure, bullying for my fatness and my dark skin, humiliations, etc. In adolescence I began to overcome that on my own, but later my father began to consume base paste along with his alcohol addiction and for many years it destroyed my nerves, made me fall into the darkest and deepest abyss thanks to the countless amount of horrible situations that he put me and my mother through, plus on top of that we are poor and we can’t afford a house for her and me. So I left my house because I was already planning to kill my father. Now I live alone, a couple of years have passed, but I lost myself forever, after one bad thing after another I never again felt calm, serene, at peace, I am no longer interested in anything, I barely brush my teeth, and I go I go to work just because money makes me happy for a while, but I don’t see any point in continuing to live. I realized that I don’t live life, I suffer it. I don’t want to have a partner, I don’t want to have children, I just hope to die soon.
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Light
08/15/2023 I may be selfish but I am happy to know that there are many who feel the same as me, I would like to live like others, even if I go out and meet new people, I talk about everything I like, as if I only see the negativity, I know that that friend One day it will stop being one, I know that one day that friend will stop talking to me, I know that that boyfriend will cheat on me, I know that no one is perfect because I am not perfect either.
But even so I continue and continue looking for my place, there were also moments when I didn’t even want to take a bath, but no one, no one will live your life, only you are living it, I don’t know how economically you are, but look for a new job, look for something you don’t like. Just try to move from where you are, even if you don’t believe, something better always comes along.
Take good care of yourself and keep living, remember that’s what it’s all about, collecting data is what we do. What data do you want to have?
If one day you lost your memory, and you didn’t remember anything from your past, how do you think you would see life?
Would you be someone else?
CHRISTIAN
06/10/2023
The same thing happens to me, although I feel some emotions if it is affecting me at work, social relationships and love relationships, I don’t know if it is the age, I am 30 years old and I feel that every day that passes I get the same emotion as when I was 18 or 20 years. This attitude causes a lot of damage when you have a partner and even if there is love and affection for this person, I wouldn’t care if they distance themselves from me… I am a mix between extroverted and square and I accept it, but it is reality, it is ugly to be Well, but it is something that I hope to work on for the good of myself and the people around me.
Eliette
07/24/2022
The truth is that I don’t know if we are realists or idealists.
We are often apathetic because we are frustrated by not having a purpose in life or we are incapable of having goals. Sometimes I wish I could be a little more idealistic like others. I hate not having motivation or something I like. We are idealists because we think we are for something more?
Or are we realistic and see things as they are and want to change that? Wouldn’t that be being idealistic too? I saw a comment that said that we are apathetic because we are realistic, I think it is the opposite. We are idealists without realizing it and they make us unhappy, we feel empty, we want to be full and we drown in a glass of water. I feel that instead of trying not to be mediocre we should just live life without so many worries….
The truth is, I don’t even know why I speak in plural, I think I talk more about myself than about others, of course.
But I hope this helps someone.
Riri
03/31/2022
I used to be someone who worried and tried hard to learn, do homework, and study for tests to get good grades, and I would get very angry and frustrated if I didn’t succeed. Now, it seems like I don’t feel anything, I don’t know, I don’t care, and I consciously know that this is wrong, but no matter how much I tell myself that I should try harder and worry more, my mind doesn’t care, this in a state of “tranquility” that honestly, I don’t like very much, that is, I am not ignorant nor a person who is worth everything in the sense that I will let everything pass. I’m aware that I have to look forward to things and all that, but no, my mind has simply turned off the worry and desire switch, and now I’m like this. And don’t tell me it’s puberty or hormonal changes, because then it means that at least in my classroom, I’m the only one going through that, because my other classmates aren’t like that.
Sun
06/12/2021
I don’t know what’s wrong with me, nothing really matters to me, I do things just for the sake of doing them, I don’t find a final meaning to anything. There are times when I don’t know who I am, and everything seems very far away, alien, as if I were not part of anything, as if I didn’t belong anywhere, I feel that my simple existence is annoying to my surroundings, it makes me uncomfortable to see myself at the same time. reflection because I don’t know myself, and I come to the conclusion that I never did it, I never knew myself, because I was always nothing, nobody
Lorena Gordillo Gomez
10/22/2021
I have felt alone and without wanting anything, everything seems the same to me, everything happened because I got covid and my husband also, I took care of my husband the whole process and I was alone the whole time and later this anguish came to me, what can I do? ?
Anonymous
10/12/2021
I don’t get excited (feel like nothing will happen to me) about the things I always wanted? When I have them I don’t feel anything, basically I don’t get excited like before, I smell the morning or I travel to a place I like and I don’t feel anything (I’m planning on going to a chiropractor because I feel like it’s a breathing problem.
Jefferson Everaldo Garcia Bedor
08/09/2021
I don’t know what I have, nothing matters to me
Athena
07/04/2021
My parents separated, I am an adult and I have a thousand traumas that no one wants to hear. I am ‘Young but I am afraid of so many things and now everything doesn’t matter to me. I no longer want to get married or have children, I just want to live day to day as best I can without so much effort. Studying alone takes me out of my underworld.
Sandy Hernandez
06/24/2021
I am a young woman who is going through something difficult, I have no emotions.
RAM
05/29/2021
Come in to find out why everything doesn’t matter to me, and I didn’t care about reading this article…. Hahahahaha
Carlos
05/20/2021
I was looking on this portal for an answer to why it is so difficult for me to do certain things and then I saw this article, and I remembered a question that was asked to me on two occasions, which had to do with whether I liked what I was doing, (electrician), I answered that I didn’t know it but deep down I didn’t dislike it, then I thought that if I had to choose a destination sooner or later I would get tired of it, but I should do it because once you think you have achieved knowledge in something you seek to benefit from it , which is the same as saying that after planting an orange tree you want to taste the fruit; And here is the dilemma, life is short, problems exist or we invent them, we spend our lives comparing ourselves to successful models and the truth is that we are insignificant, we have been permeated with a tacit sense of our almost subhuman life and so we must accept that the stereotypes forged in our minds are beauty, health, social, economic or work success, therefore lacking them is a reason for unhappiness, therefore there is the quasi-pathology that makes you completely apathetic. When you reason, you notice that a paradisiacal beach is only for the one who sells you the lemon-lime drink, or the whiskey on the rocks, while you wonder how many bottles for the price of the drink I would drink in the bathtub looking at my navel. I diagnose you, a baby is not something pretty, they are quite ugly when they are born, love does not last long, friendship is relative, picnics were invented for people who do not have a handle, and all holidays are a verse and also the covid 19, people who use everyone are stupid, and you who don’t understand why you are apathetic is only because you see things as they are, not as they should be.
econ
05/07/2021
Is it really that when a person doesn’t care about something they necessarily have a problem? Should I care about every tiny detail that passes in front of me? I disagree, life is very complex and as a person who is more analytical than emotional, I like to leave aside what will not produce my goals, whatever they may be. I want to go to the bathroom and that’s not why I’m going to internalize the shape of the door, I just want to go to the bathroom, so the door doesn’t matter. It’s simple, there are things that one should prioritize, family, oneself, goals, etc. The “it doesn’t matter” exists, it is not bad, it is real and we live with that discouragement every day.
Danno
05/01/2021
Now that I am about to graduate from school I feel apathy in me more than ever, I feel that all I did for 17 years of my life was fulfill responsibilities that have not contributed anything to my life.
I hear people around me say that I should set goals and think about what I want so I can enjoy fulfilling my responsibilities but for me it is simply impossible, I do not find anything satisfactory in fulfilling my “obligations” nor do I find any goal in life that rarely makes me think “hey I want to do that.”
🍑Peach🍑
04/03/2021
Honestly, all my emotions and thoughts are mixed up and at the same time I no longer care about anything, it’s as if my emotions and thoughts are at war and that feeling of emptiness is in charge of controlling my entire body, I don’t know…
Christian
02/27/2021
This happened to me after watching a Pokemon movie and with the final phrase “I will find my own path” (or something like that) I started thinking about my life 😶
notewa say
02/20/2021
I have all the symptoms, I prepared to read everything, but it keeps giving me the same cod, I don’t know what to do
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🍑Peach🍑
04/03/2021
We are two now 🙂
Roman
11/25/2020
What I was referring to is that: for example, in a video of curious facts that I didn’t know, I am not in any way surprised by the information given in the video. as well as with an image with curious facts that may or may not be useful at some point in my life. and I believe that my environment has nothing to do with it since I feel satisfied with the things that I have at my disposal and I feel good with the people who surround me in a friendly way showing respect for who I am and that motivates me to give them the same respect and attention that they give me without giving more importance to one of the other (that is, without giving a type of value to one of the other, in other words, treating them all the same regardless of who they are or what position they have socially or professionally). who are neither more nor less than me (that is, they are worth the same as me).
Nicholas
11/19/2020
I have reached a point where nothing can excite me nor depress me more than I already am, or than I have been because the feeling of depression has diminished, it is no longer that I feel tremendously depressed, I repeat, that feeling has significantly diminished. feeling, but I don’t feel any greater emotion, interest or expectation… That is, above all or almost…