At first everything was beautiful until I don’t know why but I behaved differently, because I felt that something was wrong with me. hid
Before being so jealous, I doubted that he archived messages, deleted them
Anyway
I had the courage to ask him and he told me that he had always been sincere and when I investigated thoroughly, he lied to me, and I still have doubts that he has been unfaithful to me because I never accept that.
I asked him and he denied everything of course,
But he ended up accepting when he knew that I knew and I was waiting for him to tell me
What he never accepted is if he was unfaithful to me
He always denies it,
And other than that I found almost no information.
But I feel like I still haven’t. She has said everything
Diary me. He focused on the fact that even though the days are good, they really are good,
Before, he left me speechless, because every time he remembered that he loved me and small details, which are what make you fall in love with the person.
But now it’s dry, let’s be potatoes
And I don’t know what to do to make it come back,
That behavior is not hers.
And when I tell him how much it hurts me, he asks me to drop the subject, as if he had a very cold heart.
I need help please
I don’t know what to do and I feel more and more empty because of everything I fill it with, and it’s no longer there.
I have felt like committing suicide, not specifically because of that, but part of generating it is that.
When I fell in love with her I became super sensitive, because it makes me feel bad when there are days when she impresses me with her way of expressing herself. And others in which I lean in and ask God to help me
I never A person hurt so much
I just want to be well, I don’t like to think bad things, I don’t like it when I even bring up a topic to talk about,
I don’t like, feeling and thinking that he lies to me
I would greatly appreciate your response.
Please