Good night Fran,
Your own belief that no one cares about you is what separates you from people. If you stop to observe what your mind tells you about yourself, you will surely find thoughts like “I am worthless”, “they will never love me” or “I will never be like others”, among other devastating negative thoughts.
In reality, it is that series of self-destructive thoughts that live inside you that have made you believe that you are what these thoughts claim (nothing to do with it, since we are all great treasures whether we believe it or not). By believing yourself to be “invalid” you act as such: you don’t go to talk to your friends because you think they may not want you to participate, they make fun of you because you yourself unconsciously authorize that negative image of yourself, etc. In this way, as it is stated from psychology, the “self-fulfilling prophecy” is fulfilled in you, that is, you believe one thing (you feel that no one cares about you) and it ends up becoming a reality because you yourself act in a way that favors for this event to occur.
These self-destructive thoughts were surely created inside you by negative experiences that occurred in your life in your first years of life. To heal these wounds that lead you to prohibit yourself from being happy by believing that you are not worthy of good relationships, you must become a brave warrior who fights tirelessly against the lies that your own head tells about you and that, consequently, generates negative thoughts towards others ( anger and resentment towards friends for blaming them for your situation of not being taken into account).
When you start this tough battle against your worst enemy, the lies that your head whispers, you will begin to notice small changes inside (more strength and joy in life, more spontaneity, more calm and confidence, etc.) that will manifest on the outside ( your relationships will be more open, cordial and sincere).
We encourage you to embark on this path intended for brave warriors who fight against the evil within. You, everyone, are those brave warriors even though no one has told us before. And this is the way so that the light, strength and beauty that lives within us can finally emerge.
Big hug and strength of a winner!!!