They are the effect of the dilation of the veins of the rectum and anus. They are often associated with constipation.
The meaning of this symptom is to improve irrigation there where my sensitive part rests when sitting (my identity, my place).
From a biological point of view, whenever blood is involved in or is related to a symptom, we know that it is related to a family conflict..
A varicose vein appears in the repair phase of a vein conflict (devaluation in the family and dirt to be cleaned) and in the anus (active phase of an identity conflict).
They indicate a pressure created by emotional states and fears that I don’t want to show or talk about. Hemorrhoids tell me about what I “strive” in a situation, just like I have to force myself to evacuate stool.
I feel obligated to do something I can’t get rid of, like accepting a situation that I don’t like, making an effort to do a job that I don’t like, etc.
I demand too much from myself and force myself to finish what I do, due to material insecurity and difficulty in making my decisions.
When we are subjected to great pressure, to an excess of commitments that we do not know how to “refuse” and we feel so overloaded that we can no longer bear it; we are exposed to “explode” at any time.
At a biological level we know, for example, that many animals the first thing they do when they meet is smell their anus. This is not accidental, since with this act the animals know the identity of the other, their sex, hormonal status, etc.
The anorectal zone symbolizes the place where one settles down, where one feels comfortable. When a hemorrhoid appears, it means that I am experiencing a lack of recognition that I keep inside without expressing it.
When we have doubts about our real identity and about the recognition of that identity by others, we can experience it as a dishonor, a shame, a great humiliation that causes us a lot of anger, but we repress it just like we hide the feeling of not being recognized.
Therefore, the identity conflicts that I have within my territory (home, work, team, etc.) are reflected in the year:
Who I am?
“I don’t know what identity I have”
“I need to be me in this territory”
“In my family I am not recognized”
“Others leave me aside”
“No one cares about me”
In the same way, they can be the consequence of a conflict lived with resentment inside the territory for a wrong done to me and that I cannot forget or forgive.
It may be a betrayal that I have experienced at a love, social, family, work, etc. level. Perhaps I have felt cheated, abandoned, because they promised me something and did not fulfill it, or perhaps they replaced me with another person, etc.
And, furthermore, with the mitigation that:
“I don’t deserve what they did to me, I never would have done it”
“They broke my heart, they killed me, they destroyed my life”
And for which, I suffer, I scream, I curse, I can live normally in the present, pretending that that experience was forgotten, but that experience is still latent inside me, I have not let go, I have not forgotten.
“I don’t want to forgive, I keep it.”
On the other hand, we know that feces are a way of marking territory in the animal kingdom (be careful that I defecate in this territory), and for humans, unconsciously, it is too.
Where is my place? “I can’t find my place, I feel isolated”
“I want to get the hell out of this place”
“I need to score, find my place, have roots and not swim between two waters”
“I am at the limit, my place is not within this territory”
“I am separated from my place, from the one who is basically me”
“I am forced to put my ass in another seat.”
Likewise, they can indicate that I am experiencing a feeling of submission in relation to a person or a situation in which I feel devalued, as if I were a nullity.
When the hemorrhoids bleed they have a very direct relationship with the mother figure, with the fact of not having a defined identity, my own criteria in life without the support of my mother or I permanently need her presence and her opinion.
Fear of being abandoned by the mother. Hemorrhoids can also appear after a separation conflict and/or loss in the mother’s womb. The vein symbolically represents the mother: I don’t want to go home (blood family), it sucks to come home and…
“I want to get rid of my mother”
Internal hemorrhoids: When the hemorrhoid is internal, the conflict that originates it has the sense of “dirty”, of an affront that we have suffered without having been able or wanted to respond to defend ourselves. “Here I can not let go of the bite (the dirty thing they did to me and that I still feel), because it is not my territory”
However, when it comes to an external hemorrhoid, the conflict is related to identity, whether or not I feel recognized by the family. Who am I within my family?
Hemorrhoids in pregnant women: What is my place going to be now that my son/daughter is coming into the world?
What will my identity be?
Will I continue to be the wife of my husband or the mother of my child?
The mother needs to adapt her life to this new situation and stress manifests itself in this way in some cases.
Another resentment can be: “I give a place to this new identity.”
Hemorrhoids usually manifest in insecure people, who suffer from mistrust and concern for the future and, as a consequence, generate a tendency to “hold things back”; they want to insure as much as possible, for what may happen.
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