CO2S
09/07/2023
Well….as I explain…my case is even a little more extreme, there was a young woman that I met about 10 or 11 years ago…I am currently in my last year of school (I am currently 17 years old), she The thing is that inexplicably, I saw her again this year, and the memories (which I suppose were repressed) came back, I simply want to forget those memories of Tajo, I guess…she was the reason why I feel attracted…by people similar to her….I hope she doesn’t even see this 🗿
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Stiff:
07/21/2023
Today… After several months of not speaking… well, I have tried to help myself, look into psychology, work on myself, somehow improve myself so to speak, but it’s all so surreal… I still remember the last time I I wrote to her, I thought she had blocked me, she read my messages and left me seen, I don’t judge her, now I understand many things that I didn’t understand before, I understand that immaturity and monotony lead us to make wrong decisions, it is a sad thing to want fight for her but I feel that all of that is going to be in vain, sometimes I try to fix things a little and she insults me. I feel that my actions in certain things such as toxicity made her resent me, I would like her to know what I am like. As I have improved and I have returned to being the same person she fell in love with, now I understand that she did love me… I miss her aroma, her caresses, the peace that she gave me with her, I could do anything, it’s been many months and It seems like an eternity… Every day without stopping, even if it takes minutes, I always think about her, I focus on so many things and her memory comes back, I tried to be with someone and… the truth is that I don’t feel good with that person no matter how long. try to be with people, that emptiness doesn’t heal… I would like to fight for her, send her letters, leave them at the door and when she gets home from school she reads them and that everything… gives me the option to give myself a chance and for her to realize How much I loved him, although I know that I was not a great person, I did not show my love as I truly felt it. I move forward, I set goals, a future, I know that I am capable of accomplishing everything I set my mind to. I am a very confident person, something pleasant and graceful, and I assure that I can have the woman I want… but it hurts me to know and to have to resign. my heart that I will not be able to have the woman that I have loved the most in my life and that I was capable of being with her every day without getting bored without feeling anything bad, and feeling that everything around me did not matter, to the point of becoming in my little bubble… today although I distract my mind, I improve my thoughts, I improve my body, I learn new things I can’t help but cry thinking that it is not possible to get back with her if she even denies me a message… sometimes I encourage myself to be able to write him letters and take them and I still think about it, but I’m afraid that he will tear them up or ignore my messages from before (now it’s been many months since I wrote him anything, I wouldn’t want to bother him) sometimes I think he’s better off without For me, I wouldn’t want to harm her health and maybe she’s already found emotional stability, whether alone or with someone, which is most likely… Seriously, it’s incredible how even though it seems like I have everything… housing, food, people who love and support me , girlfriend, a certain attractiveness, goals and dreams to fulfill, not having her makes me feel like I have nothing, sorry for a lot of text, thanks for reading friends. And I hope that you do find her soul mate and never lose her and if you already did, fight for her, I will try to do the same… take care:>
José
12/18/2022
My first love lasted only months but it was very nice when we were better off her family separated us she was 16 years old I was 19 years old we have never seen each other again 50 years ago
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:M :’)
07/11/2023
Something similar happened to me but tell me, have you managed to forget it? , My family separated us when we were 6 months old turning 7; It was a really brutal punishment, psychological, physical and work abuse, he and I communicated secretly on a friend’s cell phone, we were like that for 2 months until, I know it will sound silly but he was from another country but I knew him too well, even his family, and his identity document again..she was so right, she did it but I regretted it and I kept talking to her through the other friend’s cell phone, in my mind we never broke up we were still together as far as I understood, then in October the first week I got my cell back I spoke to her they were just 3 chat which was very strange x he always arrived immediately,…then in talk 3 or 4 he told me we have to talk and he told me that when I finished he got depressed and so on and he sought to heal his wounds in someone he knew that his way of being was the same as mine and he didn’t think he would fall in love again but he did but he still loved me and he loved me and I was in doubt about what to do (the few times we spoke he mentioned her to me and I joked of course you’re going to fall in love eh, don’t forget that you have a girlfriend, mention me all the time so I know who’s in charge in your heart) he said that he mentioned me all the time and she got upset, then I messed up (he was going through very very strong family problems and That also confused him more in all this because while I could only send a few messages on my friend’s cell phone, he needed someone’s company more than anyone else and I more than ever wanted to abandon him in that situation, but he In the end he broke up with me and told me that he didn’t want to lose me that we should continue to be friends that he loved me and not that he wanted me away from his side… but we never spoke again, my ex’s family now “adopted” me, I am symbolically his daughter They love me a lot and I love them, they know everything that happens with my family and they will help me leave my house when I’m 18 but, during that whole journey I haven’t spoken to my ex, I was over it and I was calm but again …again I started to think which was normal, good memories I say, but I think that dreaming that your ex visits you, hugs you and tells you that everything was planned that he will come back to you is not a good sign, he regretted so much text I already have So tell me, did you ever get over it? .
DEW
08/22/2021
My eternal love, when I was 10 years old, a 12-year-old boy lived in front of my house. Every time I saw him I felt butterflies in my stomach. He went to the same school as me. I liked seeing him. He always looked for an excuse to be close. About him, he was a beautiful boy, the other girls wanted to be close to me, I was very jealous but I couldn’t say anything because we were just friends, after time we became boyfriends, it was a courtship where he only held my hands, my first kiss It was my DIEGO’s kiss, when I was 15 years old he was the man with whom I had my first relationship, due to things in life we separated, but even if he has always been in my memories, 20 years have already passed since our goodbye and we did not meet again, we have remembered the time of our childhood, we are giving ourselves those opportunities. and today I tell you that you will always be my eternal love.
Panda
07/03/2021
I want to find my first love, I don’t know how to start looking for him, can someone help me?
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Cristobal
01/14/2022
Meet someone and if you feel that you are ready to be in a relationship you will be ready.
Raphael
03/11/2022
My first love came without looking for it, my heart will never vibrate in the same way as it did with that woman MF
anoni
05/14/2021
ugh he’s strong, recently I talked to him again and I felt like the first time I felt butterflies, nerves and not c if he feels the same but I swear we have a lot in common when I saw him I was surprised that he followed some paths like me, I would like to be with him but I’m afraid that he no longer feels the same because when I see him in his photos I can’t help but laugh and when he writes to me I feel butterflies, I think it’s better to see what happens over time but I think I’ll lose him
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Frank
08/24/2021
Try it, you know very well that that feeling that you have, ufff, is very big, so, you must also be smiling, perhaps thinking of you and him walking holding hands or giving each other a kiss in a park, that’s the same thing. joy that is worth this risk.
Coti
05/06/2021
I remember perfectly when I met my first love. It was at school, 1st half of 2013. He was in my class looking for his friends (3 8th grade classes were mixed up and 2 on average left) and I was calling a classmate, they had the same name. February of the following year we declared ourselves and we were there for 2 years and 3 months, I think I had never felt so much love in my being, everything seemed perfect with him, I learned new things, we had fun, the intensity of everything was great. For unknown reasons we ended our relationship through third parties and to this day I cannot get over it. The worst thing of all is that since we finished walking away, he comes back to look for me, he has done it like 4 times. Every time I have met him in person, I always feel butterflies and nerves again like the first time, my skin crawls, I fall back into his little eyes, his little face… but I don’t know what to think, I feel like he’s playing with me because he knows he can have me whenever he wants, he makes me feel special. As of the date of this comment, we are connected by the same job and he has given me good hints. I don’t know if I should take the risk because he ghosts me and I doubt he wants a stable relationship (I know he talks to other girls) unlike me. Aid
Yadi
04/16/2021
Well, the truth is, first love for me was the most wonderful thing… I met him at 14 years old and it was love at first sight, the same thing happened to both of us. We were two children and the butterflies, the nerves, everything came out more beautifully…..from us at the same time we became boyfriends, we had a beautiful relationship but due to third adults they separated us at the age of 20…. I left my country Years passed to live in the USA and I have always thought about my great love, I always tried to find out how he was doing. 27 years have passed, I have never seen him in person again… but 18 months ago he found me, we spoken on the phone and we communicated by email and you know? the butterflies the nerves love is still here… he says the same thing happens to him… we still love each other like before… I can tell you that I love him like before and that we have so much in common even every time We talk for hours and we laugh, it’s like time stopped… I’m very scared because I know I love him but he is with someone else and we are in two different countries but I can’t fight my feelings… everything Is what I feel real and strong? help me what do I do?
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DEW
08/22/2021
I thought I was the only one who had this happen to her, with my eternal love the same thing happens to us, we met again after 23 years and the love is still there.
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